Baby, you light up my world like nobody else.

Perhaps my lungs and my heart aren't functioning properly because I haven't seen Amy, my BFFL today? A day without her is like a year without rain. 

 

Have you ever had that "deflated balloon" moment when there are plans made one day, and thrown away the other? I did, just today. 

I just wish I could see Amy's beautiful smile :)

She lights up my world like NOBODY else.

Well, only if I could see her, because then she could cure this retainer ache/ lung ache.

YAY!

Okay, so maybe my last post was a little TOO dramatic. My friend wants to truce, which is excellent. But we still have an issue in the way of our friendship. Her aunt doesn't want me hanging out with her because my friend's mom and my friend's aunt have some umm, let's call it.. issues.

I don't know if we can keep this friendship going or not..

When a heart breaks, it don't break even.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces.

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The Script

That is so true right now. I just broke up with my girlfriend/best friend and she's not even taking it as seriously as I am. She was the only true friend who would believe me and now she's gone. Wow, I knew it was too good to be true.

She was the only one I could trust with my issues and now that's gone too? Wow. Trouble is my only friend and she's back again. (James Blunt, Carry You Home) 

I hate how all my friends leave me with no one, and when I finally find the perfect friend, something goes on between us and BAM. 

Smooth Friendships, huh? And at the beginning of the year I had no friends, and I was  lonely and la di la di la. But I found friends. Then they were too popular for me so they just left me hanging on a rope. 

And then  I found this girl. The perfect girl. Her name was Piper. We soon became BFFS and hung out everyday, and chatted on xat everyday, and now we just had a big fight.

Have you ever had that one day where you expected the day to be good and it sucked? -_-